Tuesday, 20 May 2008

Dream Catch Me: As Sung by Newton Faulkner


Every time
I close my eyes
It's you
And I know now
Who I am
Yeah yeah yeah
And I know now

(Chorus)

There's a place I go
When I'm alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I can not believe I'm fallin'

That's where I'm goin'
Where are you goin'?
Hold it close, won't let this go
Dream catch me, yeah
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won't come back at all

You do so much
That you don't know
It's true
And I know now
Who I am
Yeah yeah yeah
And I know now

(Chorus)

See you as a mountain
A fountain of god
See you as as a descant soul
In the setting sun
You as the sound
Just as silent as none
I'm young

There's a place I go
When I'm alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I'm fallin'

There's a place I go
When I'm alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I'm fallin'

That's where I'm goin'
Where are you goin'?
Hold it close, won't let this go
Dream catch me, yeah
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won't come back at all

My Dream


One night I had a dream.

My Father God came to me and spoke to me of my dreams and desires.

He said "all you have to do is enjoy yourself, be happy and follow your passion - your bliss.

As long as you respect your Mother Nature, The Spirit will always be with you.

We will be with you - guiding you every path of the way.

Life is meant to be enjoyed - enjoyed with your fellow creatures."

And that is how my dream began...

Tuesday, 13 May 2008

55th Sydney Film Festival: 4-22 June 2008


The Sydney Film Festival is one of the longest running film festival in the world and was established in 1954. The festival showcases contemporary Australian films as well as international cinema.

This year there are two Philippine films, both by director Brillante Mendoza. Unfortunately both are not included in the Sydney Film Festival's (SFF) inaugural "new directions in films" Official International Competition. All twelve were "selected for their original, 'audacious and courageous filmmaking'."

Films by Brillante's are:

Slingshot (Tirador)


"Filipino director Brillante 'Dante' Mendoza's sixth feature film in two years plummets headlong into a Manila slum, the camera hot on the heels of a police raid in a truly extraordinary opening sequence. Achieving a perfect interplay between the flexibility of digital shooting, the labyrinthine architecture of the squats and the multiple stories of the gang of hustlers and thieves it follows, the true brilliance of this film is to be found in its seamless staging."

Director: Brillante Mendoza, Scriptwriter: Ralston Joel Jover, With casts: Jiro Manio, Kristoffer King, Coco Martin, Nathan Lopez, Jaclyn Jose, Country: The Philippines, Language: Tagalog, Year: 2007 Duration: 86 mins Distributor: SourceIgnatius Films.

Another synopsis from the Victorian Film Festival 2008 describes the film as:

"A tribute to the real potential of digital cinema, Slingshot is a slum epic on steroids. It weaves stories left and right into a shocking tableau about life for the lowest of the low in the Philippine’s poorest and most crime-ridden districts.

National elections are coming up so in the usual attempt to appear “tough-on-crime”, The Big Boys have been sent in to crack down on the local squatters, thieves and miscreants who litter the film like broken bottles. And since no sweep is ever a clean sweep, the cops’ brutal shock-force tactics quickly ripple outwards with jagged repercussions. Starting from the film’s amazing night time raid and climaxing with a candle-lit vigil by those insulted by the empty words of the politicians, director Brillante Mendoza uses the camera’s apparent attention deficit disorder to maximum effect, investigating lives at every turn and blending their true fictions right onto the city streets of Manila for a rich and incredibly immersive feel.

Much of this effect might have been entirely impossible to capture if not for the ease of shooting made possible today. Mendoza is not only clearly aware of the technological revolution happening in his hands but he is able to seize it so well that he brings back to life the ensemble-cast movie on a level not seen since Robert Altman’s finest films."


Foster Child

Screenings:
11th June, 11.45AM State Theatre Market Street

"The impoverished Manlangqui family provide a foster home for the gorgeous, abandoned three-year-old John-John. While motivated in part by the subsidy this brings them, the genuine (and differing) emotional connections each family member forges with the child are revealed when he is abruptly removed from their care and given up for international adoption. Elegantly shot on 35mm and making great observational use of locked-off camera, the indelible Foster Child was made prior to Mendoza's kinetic Slingshot, and while both films are set in a Manila slum, they are stylistically very different. Foster Child benefits enormously from being seen after Slingshot, as the enclave of care and support sustained by the family is rendered all the more powerful when haunted by an awareness of the surrounding environment." CS

Director: Brillante Mendoza, Writer: Ralston Joel Jover, Producer: Robbie Tan, With casts: Cherry Pie Picache, Eugene Domingo, Jiro Manio, Kier Alonzo, Country: Philippines, Language: Tagalog, Duration: 98 mins, Distributor: Ignatius Films CanadaWorld Sales/Australian distributor Ignatius Films Canada.

Richard Bolisay's acerbic review says:

"As for the film, it feels like Mendoza is trying to hit multiple birds on different trees with one stone. Familiarity is a factor here: we see these things every day, every waking day of our lives, not the foster care idea but poverty itself... International audience is lauding Foster Child for its Third World-liness and pathos.

"A friend asks, if you experience poverty every hungry day, then why watch it? Why does it have to invade our solemn hours of entertainment, when we must laugh and feel good because we paid for it?"

As a result of my "research" (err.. Googlesearch), I found that there are so many more Pinoy indie films out there. For example see this 2007 review by Francis Cruz. Very fascinating reading really and these guys (together with Richard Bolisay) are doing these on their blogs!

I wish that these Pinoy independent films be distributed via DVD. I am sure there will a lot of overseas Pinoy and non Pinoys who love to see these films and will purchase a copy. Just make sure it is of good quality, DVD-wise and close to or as cheap as the pirated copies. But for now I need to fork out AU$17.00 to see Slingshot.

Also see ABS-CBN's Boy Villasanta's article on Brillante's bid for Cannes 2008, with his film "Serbis" (Service).

On the Way to Bianca's (15) Blog


Honesty of Emotion

"Something about the way you said it reminded me
that I'm not the same person I was.
And I'm not saying that in a bad way.
It's just that I keep adjusting to myself and my world to find it shifting again.
So I learn to love new faces.
Learn to live in other spaces.

And I keep trying to measure my life in intangibles.
A night not in sleep, but in conversations and connections.
A day not in hours, but in the walks I took
and the music I listened to.
Because that kind of stuff is infinitely more important than anything you can take from a classroom and anything you feel in the middle of a well-rested stretch.

It's about the honesty of emotion
and why that weighs so much to me.
So I keep lifting my head, finding a smile
and I keep on going even though I have circles under my eyes.
I keep trading words for sleep.
I keep breathing and loving and laughing and reading
and I guess maybe all of that makes up for what I lose in the sleep I don't get.

But mostly,
the more I try to make this life a balanceable equation,
the more I am reminded of its flux.
The more I try to quantify these experiences,
the more I am reminded of the limits of measurement.
And so it's constantly changing, and I am too.
Growing and giving pieces of my heart to everyone
and every place I meet.
Because everything else is just pretense."

Posted by Bianca at 4:01 AM

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

Champagne Bay: Up Close


"I think my work has to do with a sense that we are attempting, all the time, to create a logical, rational path through the day. To the left and right there are an amazing set of distractions that we usually can't afford to follow. But the poet is willing to stop anywhere. . . . And it's that willingness to slow down and examine the mysterious bits of fluff in our lives that is the poet's interest."

William Collins Poet

Slowing Down at Port Vila



"Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why."


Eddie Cantor US Comedian & singer (1892 - 1964)

Wednesday, 30 April 2008

April Autumn 2008: Images of Fall








"Autumn is a second spring when every leaf's a flower."

--Albert Camus.